a typical day with things to do

oh dear. so this baby here doesn't like me much around nap time. you would figure after 4 years of my mother owning a daycare i would be used to the crying and screaming but nope! actualllyyyyyyy i think this song playing off my laptop just put the baby to sleep :) i've to help take care of the kids till mom gets back oh damn.

I'm off to the DMV in a few i hope, i absolutely hate failure i'm not going to lie, id rather avoid it then completely failing. kinda prevents me from succeeding now that i think about it. Even thinking about having to repeat something again due to the fact i did'nt do well enough the first time is one hell of an anchor.

thats something i noticed in a lot of people my age, they tend to not take chances in either fear of failing or not being able to accomplish something and end up too scared to try it again. no bueno! a person shouldn't have to fear their own personal flaws and "what ifs". the world if full of those horrible "what if"s and "but"s.

its hypocritical i say that and previously admit to hating failure but im going down to the DMV in a bit to retake the test. i say it because by saying it i know im thinking it and know someone else will too and i wont be the only one, hopefully?(:

 well its nearly been a year since my last DMV test and now I'm kinda being forced to go and take the test again haha. maybe ill fake food poisoning on the ride over? 

we all tend to have our vices and tend to have a with dealing or not dealing with things. 

at the moment im listening 

"Have faith in me

Cause there are things that I've seen I don't believe

So cling to what you know and never let go

You should know things aren't always what they seem"

a part of one of my all time favorite songs. by A Day to Remember, called Have Faith in Me.

faith is one hell of a trait to have. without it you'll end up nowhere. 

im contemplating on getting either a Jeep or an older Honda cause they honestly are great on gas and kickass on road trips :)

anyways im off before i keep writing whatever else my lovely ADD has to offer me. 

oh the babys staring at me :|